听。

12 February 2014

给某人的一首歌

就是上面播着这一首
日文的
歌词好棒
给妳听听

比起第一次与你相见 Hajimete atta koro yori
你的秀发长了不只一点 zuibun kami ga nobita yo ne
这是我的初恋 boku nitotte kore ga saisho no koi
樱花树下我发现 to shitta no wa sakura no shita
转过街角的便利店 konbini no kado wo magari
跑向熟悉的车站前 itsumo no eki e kakete yuku
躲藏在同伴之间 nakama ni kakure nagara kimi no
看着你忽隐忽现的侧脸 chiratsuku yokogao wo miteta
你望过来让我心跳无限 terekusai ne kimi ga miteru to
放学后的篮球场上 houkago no atsui basuke (basket)
深褐色梦想的照片 sepia iro shita yume no firumu (film) wa
是只属于我们的体验 bokura dake no ashiato

再一次 青春 校舍 Mou ichido seishun kousha de
相视而笑的岁月与誓言 warai atta hibi to yakusoku wo
一瞬 永远 未来 isshun eien mirai to
剩下的却只有今天 nokosareteiru kyou no hi

黑板上 白色的粉笔 Kokuban shiroi chooku (chalk) de
写下你的头文字 futatsu no inisharu (initial) narabeta
猜想第二天早上 utagawareta yokuasa kimi wa
你是否会早有所察觉 boku no seidato kizuiteta?
两年前一个寒冬的深夜 ninen mae no mafuyu yoru ni
想要给你却没写完的信件 kaki kaketa kimi e no tegami
很想与你一起看 okujou ni aru okizari no sora
在屋顶那片寂寞的天 futari de mitakatta

毕业相册里 Sotsugyou arubamu (album) ni nokoru
你的笑容令我目眩 egao ga totemo, totemo mabushii
熟悉的街道与黄昏 minareta machinami, yuugure
我的感觉近乎要疯狂 koware sou na kimochi dayo

仅仅12个季节 Tatta juuni ko no kisetsu wo
一瞬间飞逝如电 isshun de kakenuketa
第四个春天却是离别 yon do me no haru wa wakare

懦弱,坚强,各种表情 Yowamushi tsuyomushi ironna
我都喜欢 我都看见 kao ga mieta yo zenbu suki datta
我真的不敢说出口 kokuhaku nante dekinai yo
就这样做个朋友已足够 kono mama tomodachi de ii
明天就要说再见 ashita wa "sayonara" suru kedo
我的初恋将远行 boku no kono hatsukoi wa tabidatsu
你最后留下的眼泪 saigo ni nagashita kimi no
我会铭记到永远 namida zutto wasurenai

28 January 2014

You guys

This unique leadership role has, sort of, changed my life.

Met more than 200 new people, and the list is still growing.

Met 7 most awesome teammates ever, and still hoping the team will not end 5 months later.

Met two soulmates.

One who I can never reach but as close as a sister - who I wish I could take care forever.

One who I can share everything and be shared everything.

These soulmates motivate me all the time. When I'm down, they pick me up.

When I call quit, they pulled me back.

When they're happy, I smile.

When they're sad, I tear.

Having met them led me to different, albeit better direction. A more purposeful one and meaningful one.

I no longer indulge in the virtual playful world of abstract. I care about myself and people around me. I look forward to challenges and my future.

Thank you soulmates. You girls rock.

One day I'll come back stronger than ever, and be the umbrella of yours.

* *

Be in a beautiful team of 6, striving towards a common goal.

5 individuals with different needs and directions, with the early awkwardness and silence.

These 5 individuals who gave me hope to continue striving for, to continue doing something for the sake of developing them.

1.5 years ago, my subconscious told me that I will never do anything for the sake of others - I was someone so selfish that I thought myself is the center of the world.

Looking back, I was wrong.

I am amazed how my daily life is steered by the people surrounded me. I now do things for people.

I prioritize my work to ease people's life.

I wake up the earliest to wake other people up.

I care for other couple's feelings - and I'm not in it.

Yet, I am glad I do.